Thursday, August 30, 2012

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My baby is burning with fever.
He whimpers, restless…
I try everything I know
To soothe him, comfort him
Ease his pain
But I am helpless.


He reaches out to me, desperately
Pulls me close
Then pushes me away
Lies down
Gets back up
Picks up toys and puts them down
He doesn’t know what he wants…
Just that the pain should go away


I stand, holding him close
In his dark room
My mind is sluggish
I have been up far too long..
But he needs me,
So I am here…


His head is heavy,
Limp on my shoulder
His face nestled into the hollow of my neck
His skin, like coals
Burns mine


And he cries. 
And I cannot console him.




And then I understand
Maybe a little bit better….



I think of the parent
The Tatty
Who watches
While His beloved children are burning
Burning up
With baseless hate
And with self destruction
And with emptiness


And we cry
Whimper, restless…
Call out for comfort,
To be soothed
For this Pain to lessen


But we cannot be consoled.
And we keep crying…


We reach out, desperately
We pull Him close
And then push Him away
We fall
We get back up
We try and distract
And we realize we can’t..
We don’t even know what we want
Just…that the pain…should go…away…


But He stands
Holding us
In this dark, dark room.
It is too late; things have stopped making sense
But we need Him
Oh, how we need Him
And He is there…



………………….



Today my baby woke up
With a watery smile,
His skin cool to the touch

I whisper my quiet Thanks upward
And move on to start my day… 



Oh, for the day
To be free of this fire

May it come speedily in our days…





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Beautiful analogy... I'm so glad that he's feeling better b'h.

"Oh, for the day To be free of this fire
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